I know I'm not supposed to be afraid, I'm not supposed to doubt. But Lord I'm feeling so overwhelmed. I have to fill out my exit interview paperwork at work today. All of the questions are circling through my head. My reason for leaving, do I have another job, Why now. People keep coming up to me that I don't even know, they ask why I'm leaving. They ask what I'm going to do now and where I'm going to go. Lord I don't have any of those answers. I wish you would show me. If even just a hint, I wish and pray and hope you will show me soon. Today I feel like I'm crazy. It's easy to act strong but today I don't feel strong at all father. I don't feel brave. I'm not brave like You. I just have one big question for you Lord. If you answer nothing else, I pray to know this one thing.