I should be delighting in my weakness right? Paul did it...but all I really want to do is be sick.
I made a decision to take a leap of faith this Sunday. I feel like it's the right thing to do. I want to please God. Someone needs to hear my story. My dad told me I would have to talk or give a small testimony. I'm going to have to stand up in front of a huge group of people and talk. What is wrong with me, I must be crazy, I can't do this!!!
But He said to me, my grace is sufficient for you. For my power is made perfect in weakness. 2nd Corinthians 12:9
Mercy Lord, mercy. Quiet these thoughts. Give me strength to do this for you. I'm scared. I know what needs to be done, I will do this for you Lord. Take this anxiety, take this fear. If I am laughed at, you were laughed at first. If I am looked down on, you were looked down on first. If they hate me, you were hated first.
When I'm weak, I am made strong through you. I will rejoice in this weakness because I know you will be up there with me and you will be able to shine through me. I will worship you. You have a plan that includes someone like me.